Back to work :(

Hi, good afternoon. I just got back to my usual routine ytd after 5 days of r&r (away from work). The process of change is not cool, seriously not cool. I had an interview with brilliant actress Joey Leong ytd afternoon and she was a pleasant ending to my long day at work. She is such a sweet girl, it was a delight to speak to her.

I was browsing through ancient pictures uploaded in my old blogs today. I thought it might just bring back sweet, old memories but all i have in my head now are images of dreadful people. Unbelievably annoying. This is just salt to my wound because i had just one of the worst sleeps ever last night. I usually never have peaceful sleeps in my own room because i start to think scary things and then those things lead on to unnecessary nightmares about long-haired and green-eyed monsters. Uggghh, loathe!

And now, with the face of that person on my mind, i'm just a complete utter mess. Lol, i never understand why and how i've become such a weakling. Always letting the pettiest of things annoy me to the core is an extreme shortcoming. I might as well bury myself alive, considering how easily affected i am.

Hopefully i stay strong.

I have another two months of shit left before i escape to the underworld.

xx