Kicking it up just one notch!

I'm scared of change, I have to admit. And this time, it's going to be a change so huge that I won't be able to ignore it, or lie to myself like I used to. I'm anticipating my first job interview this Monday and I've been running through all these websites on interview preparations just so I don't turn up looking sloppy and disorganised. However, I find myself caught in situations where I keep trying to run away from this opportunity. I realise I actually enjoy being lazy. It makes sense doesn't it? When someone enjoys bumming around after three disgusting years of education, it makes sense doesn't it? Maybe this is another attempt to comfort myself and to convince my sad soul that it's okay to do nothing and to waste life away. Maybe it's true that I am lazy, but maybe it just means that I've grown into a lady who knows how to properly enjoy and indulge in the luxuries of life. Okay, I am being delusional and I do sound completely unreasonable.

Today's question is more or less answered..

I do need that pencil skirt for this Monday's interview.

I will be there this Monday, whoever it may concern.

No doubts about that,

xx.