I know this much is true

I'm not trying to be difficult. I really want to be a better person, for you. But I need someone who acknowledges my effort, someone who will appreciate the things I'm doing. Okay, fine. So I am a difficult person, but aren't we all a tad bit? Everyone's driven by selfishness and greed. I don't want to be that type of girl anymore. I want to be the type who gives without expecting anything in return. The type who does something despite the fact you wouldn't treat me the same. 

I'm sorry, for everything. For making you sad, upset, disappointed. I'm running out of ways to make you happy. I don't want to feel this feeling, because it's painful. I don't want to hurt when I'm with you, because you're such an amazing person. You have a big heart, you just don't know how to convey all the emotions in that big heart. Your ability to love is overwhelming, you just don't know how to express that love. You are warm, and caring, and effortlessly good to me. Not so patient, but we'll work on that together.

I want to be with you, for all the remaining days of my life. I want to work on this, with you. I want to be strong and confident and positive and understanding. I want to have you in my life, not because I need you but because I want you here. I want you here because it's a decision I've made. I choose you, out of all those people. Not because I need you, but because I love you.

So let's work it out, babe.

Let's work this out..

xx