Lack of commitment

We've talked about this. Way too much, in fact. This is practically all we talk about. Not blogging enough, not having anything to blog about, not doing enough things to actually have anything at all to blog about. And i still wonder to myself why in hell this seems to always be the problem. I'm going to be a little less effortless than i usually am today. Not because i really care though but because i might actually have something to say.

So i went back to Malaysia during winter single. I was, since mid of March maybe. It wasn't something anybody found surprising because i guess that's just how life has always been for me. I can't say i was unhappy. I was much more.. relieved. A feeling i haven't felt for awhile since the last nine months i have been missing out on a lot of things.

So i went back single, and happy. Found love, again. And then left Melbourne attached, and depressed as hell. I guess we've all established the part that i am now in a relationship, yet again. And for once, my friends say they see me happy.

Haha, i've heard that many times before.

So this is my love.

He's here now, in Melbourne. And i am greatly thankful for that. Although we do go through many big great hurdles. It's only been close to 2 months and things went pretty fast. From meeting a friend of a friend to this -- living together and what not. I feel married, again.

But i'm not complaing.

Here's to the many more to come.

I love him.

He knows.

xx